Fanfic?

So yeah, I've been writing a fanfic recently - no it's not dirty - and I was wondering if you guys would help me find a title for my story?

I have the summary down. I just need the main girl's name and the title.

It's a work in progress okay. I just had a dream of this and I just had to write it down, then it evolved into a story.

If you have any suggestions about it, I can take both bad and good feedback :)

And yeah the boys will be in it, I just needa think of how to incorporate it in the story.

I feel like this'll be a failure LOL but this is more for me so who gives a flying

But for sure the main guy will be one of the five boys.

Thanks guys! x

Here's the summary to help you guys decide on the title & the girl's name:

People tell you that you can’t run away from your problems.

I did.

You could say I never was the best daughter. My family was rich but barely paid attention to me. What was I supposed to do? I got in trouble – sleeping around, sneaking out at 3 am, coming home drunk, talking back to my teachers, getting into fights, that whole deal. Whatever got my parents’ attention. It never came the way I wanted it to, though.

What did me was being dumped by someone you actually thought you’d marry… It’s so naïve and stupid, I can’t believe I felt that way. and devoted my love to him. He was a big part of making me the badass I thought I was. He made me into this monster that made old people cringe whenever they see me.

I got tired of keeping it up and I wanted to change. I hated what he’s done to me.

I couldn’t stay in my town where I could see the bastard’s face every day. Everyone also knew me as someone who couldn’t control herself, who was a reckless, confused child. I needed to go far away. I’m done with love. And no way was I going to stay there and continue to feel sad for myself.

I was scared, honestly. Not of the big city that was soon to be nearby, or all the foreign people I'd meet, or that I wasn’t gonna find any friends. I was maybe a little bit scared of falling in love. I just wanted to start over fresh, was that too much to ask for?

So there I was, sitting at Gate 5 waiting for my flight to Hampstead, UK. Waiting for my life to finally begin.  Thinking: no drama, no love, no distractions.

That plan kinda failed the moment I met _______________________.

New Pics + MSG + Couples

Lots of MSG pics, will find some more later on!

But here's a few I collected in probably 10 minutes, tops. Literally. I have tons of homework so I can barely even post 'em. But here they are! Quickly typed out analysis too, so there might be some proofreading errors haha excuse those por favor.

And yes, the picture of #haylor is REAL. Not photoshopped. No comment really, but if the Mr. X stuff is right, they won't last long. I think it's kinda cute though, but I don't ship em, at least not yet. Love them both to bits seperately, btw.

I think Perrie's hair is gorgeous on her actually. It seriously brings tears to my eyes of how down-to-earth she is, and how supportive of a girlfriend she is to Zayn. I couldn't think of anyone better for him, they're perfect for each other. But yeah I love Perrie okay. She's mah gurl so back off of her. #purplehairdontcare #yolo

And yeah I guess I could write a whole blog post about it, but PAYZER IS BACK! It's no surprise, looking back, you can kinda see Liam got drastically happier all of a sudden near the end of November. SUPER happy for them both, I'm glad it all worked out. If it's meant to be, it'll always find a way back. But really, you never lost it.

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Blurry and LQ but obvs Lou and Eleanor.

 

 BEAUTIFUL high quality pictures :))

 

Can I just have her style like ugh she's literally perf

 

MAH GAWGUSS COUPLE <3

 

Why can't I look like Danielle. It's actually unfair how much beauty she has compared to me. Why.

 

 

 Then of course Taylor and Harry out and about yesterday.

This one was from two days ago I believe. The way they stare into each other's eyes..... If I'm not mistaken, it's just like how I look at my Niall posters. #truestory

LQ but still them. SEE THE HANDS. And the extra change of clothes? There are more pictures of them, coming out from the hotel (where they're heading in this pic) and harry is in that gray shirt he's holding under the pouch. And the shirt he's wearing now replaces that grey one. Oh dang. I don't think it's a costume change, ladies and gentlemen.

 

Possibly my favorite picture ever. Seriously. Look how happy they both are. I PROMISE I LOVE ALL 1D COUPLES EQUALLY (Payzer, Eleanour, Zerrie) but if I HAD to choose my favorite one, it's probably Zerrie. Just because this is like, the third picture out of them together (much like Payzer, who I ADORE). It isn't for publicity much (though many can argue that whole Little Mix stuff. But it works, right? Fans of LM don't have to be fans just because one member is Zayn's girlfriend, they chose to stay in the fandom.) I just love how downlow their public relationship is, but how lovey-dovey they individually are when asked about the other in interviews. It's just too freaking cute.

a\asdfghjl ANOTHER FAV. I honestly think Perrie rocks the purple hair okay

 Hot damn. Zayn bby stop

BEST PHOTO EVER. No joke. They're all together and so gorgeous and perfect in every way ASDFGHJKJHGFDSFGNTRFIUEFJ top 3 girl crushes all in one pic, it's too great. Fangirling hardcore. They're friends and that's just too cute. When does my invitation to the Girlfriend Club come?

 

After all this......Niall's shocking new relationship - Edwiall? Ned? LOLOLOL ;)

 





Congratulations, boys. It was too presh when you got teary-eyed at times when you were performing. The speeches were especially great, that's when I got super emotional. But think about it: you're now performing TWO albums worth in your SECOND USA tour. How incredible is that?!
The best part is, you deserve it all. All your hard work paid off, and we could not be anymore proud. Through thick and thin, we're also happy you still love us, as some directioners can get pretty disrespectful.
Thank you for deciding to do another tour again. We'll try to behave ourselves, but when five sex gods come to town... well, let's just say it basically x5 the excitement we feel on Christmas Eve. Yeah. Huge stuff.
Again, I'm super proud, keep up the hard work! We'll support you through it all, see you in July, guys!

#LittleThingsChallenge

So if you haven't heard of the #LittleThingsChallenge, it's started obviously from 1D's new song, 'Little Things'. You can watch this on the previous blog post!

Anyway, the challenge is to write some insecurities about yourself that you may hate. And the point of this isn't to make yourself feel bad, or show the world how imperfect you are; so many people have taken part in this challenge, and THAT shows A) how many active directioners are, B) how insecure people can get, and C) how WAY similar we all are as humans to have insecurities.

In addition to this, as to not make this depressing, you must write some things about yourself that you love. Could be anything. And don't worry about boasting. At this point, loving yourself is the best thing you can do.

And if you want, which I will actively try to do, is to find something beautiful in my day, whether it be an act of kindness, a song, quotes, nature, etc. I will create a page linked to the right side of this blog soon to write all my 'Little Things' in. So watch out for that!

If it's something you're interested in doing, I highly encourage you to.

Because I'm 100% positive that someone out there really thinks you're beautiful... It's true, you are. And all the things about you that you hate.. well, it'll be someone's favorite thing about you.

Okay, so I guess I'll start up with mine! And yeah, I was a bit hesitant to post this because I know a couple of people who follow this blog so kinda awkward there, but I think all you directioners with twitters that I've gotten to know might find this helpful in their situation. I even heard that the challenge saved this one girl's life as she saw what everyone goes through, especially when addressing what you 'hate' about yourself.

That's the power of five very talented guys who sing with passion, and one buddy of theirs with the amazing skill of writing.

Alrighty, here it goes...

I've got to admit that I have multiple insecurities. Silly ones, maybe.

One of them is how short my legs are. Because I'm short, they're short. Not much explanation there haha.

Another is probably my stomach/thighs. That general area is just in need to change. Absolutely hate them.

And that leads to my weight. I've got a low metabolism, so I can pretty much gain 102043049342 pounds overnight. Before high school, I never really watched what I ate; I wasn't aware. But as I started going to the gym and working out, I found that I started to look at calorie count, carbs, trans fat, etc. It's like an addiction. And I've lost some weight, but not to the point where I'm happy with myself. Not quite yet.

Those three are my main ones. Others are just like, how dumb I can get, how my laugh is REALLY loud it's embarrassing, and stuff like that. And like, my face in general. I feel like I'm always making such weird faces all the time.

I kinda dislike it when people call me 'cute' and all. Don't get me wrong, it's nice of you, but I've been getting told that more and more and I just feel like it's now people's way of saying "Oh, you're a wittle bitty girl, so innocent and young." And it's probably true. But I don't really see how that's cute, to be honest. It isn't my 'humor' either. I don't make people laugh because of my jokes. People laugh at me for eating in class and being stupid. At this point, the usual thing to say is "SORRY I'M NOT PERFECT. And sorry I'm hungry all the damn time. Not my fault!" ...but I'm not even going to apologize for something about me. Not even going to say sorry. I've accepted it, you need to also. It's funny the first time, get over yourself.

And for my friends, if you happen to read this, don't think it's you. I wouldn't write mean stuff about you <3 When we laugh at me, it's actually funny, ya know?

And that concludes my insecurities. On to my favorite things about me -

So I found that this list is a bit longer than my insecurities. Some girls would think that it's because I'm not aware of them, but I am. I've just learned to accept and love them.

For example, my cheeks. They're chubby and rosy and stuff, but whatever. I used to hate them and be conscious of them, but one day, I was like "Screw it." and now I love them! Weird, huh? Anything like that happen to you?

Another thing I love is kinda my personality. I kinda love my personality. My friend Megan asked me why I take crap from people, like when they laugh at me, and it only dawned on me then that I don't really care. I seriously don't. Talk about my insecurities behind my back, it's fine with me. You know they're there. I know they're there. What's the big deal? You point them out as if I don't already see them. BUT I DO. Of course, words hurt from time to time, but I really try not to let it get to me. And fortunately, for the most part, they don't.

I love how short I am. Yeah, I sorta mentioned it in my insecurities, it's a love/hate relationship. But it's nice to be short in many ways. Like one thing is that I don't have to worry about height differences with guys. It's great, really. But not like it matters right now, as there are no guys hangin' around hahaha.

Aaaand I love how easily I smile. I don't have a great smile, but I love it nevertheless. I can smile at anything. I found that this can actually be a struggle for some people, so I'm thankful I can smile so easy, and smile so real.

So this concludes my blog post! Hope you guys like it, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY do encourage you to do so. Please DM me, comment below, etc. if you had written one, because I'd love to read it <3

I'd also like to say I do love 'Little Things' so much to the point where (I was talking to my friend with this earlier) that I'd get a quote from the song tattooed on me. Not a huge one, but a tiny one, maybe circling around a heart or something. Long-term thing. And I'd also want it to be played at my wedding as the slow song. :)

I learned I REALLY needed to hear the song and its lyrics and meanings. Basically, 'Little Things' was the original Challenge as it listed insecurities of this girl. But as you've quickly learned, they are things a guy would truly love endlessly. Because it's a part of you, they add up to you, and he loves YOU.