Just Wanna Let You Know..~

Okay, so I just want to warn you guys that I'm on the edge right now. To the point where this fanbase just makes me wanna quit. Not end being a fan of the boys, but being a directioner.

But I won't. Of course not. It's just that... Some fans are just really dumb and everything is starting to get less... fun. What happened to being there for the boys and music?!

It's weird because recently, I've had a change in perspective overall on this 1D thing. Like for starters, I was thinking of deleting this blog. But I don't think I am anytime soon.

Also, I look back at really old blog posts and.. omg. I don't neccessarily disagree with what I have to say, but I sound like the kind of people I hate right now. And I won't delete it because it's my past and I'm not going to act fake, like I wasn't one before, but still. I'm glad I've grown from that stage.

So, I've started on this blog post that I'll hopefully be releasing soon this week. It's a very long one and states my opinions on all these stupid rumors. I usually would do a very VERY toned-down type of thing, addressing just one topic, but I mushed all the crazy ones together and addressed EACH of them in detail.

Yeah, I guess it might and can get a little repetitive, but when you're as fired up as me right now, you don't really care of writing skills and crap. I just want my message to get out there.

I'll probably still be posting other things, maybe. But I'll be primarily working on this.

If you want to get an idea of how long and descriptive this will be, the fact that I have to work on it for several days is a big deal. I seriously write all my blog posts in one sitting. So this will be huge. But I really don't want to address these rumors ever again; I'm laying it all on the table.

My goal is to have it out before next week is over, or at least before 'Take Me Home' will be released. I will be having a countdown at one of the side panels <--- or ---> at the one week mark to November 13th! :)

Sneak Peak of 'Little Things'

I should start off by saying that this is from my sources. It has not been confirmed nor denied, but what is nowadays? It may have been from Ed Sheeran who gave a little verse from it.

And yes, it's NOT the one that they officially released on twitter. If you don't know that one, here it is:

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me…

I guess I'll talk about this one really quick before talking about the lyrics I found.

I think this line is absolutely cute. And a very very common saying. But who cares right? It's still adorable. And to hear that coming from one or all of the boys' mouth... :) :) :)

So now that we've got that down, here is the little excerpt from 1D's new upcoming single, "Little Things".

I know you never liked the sound of your voice on tape
and you've never loved to know how much you weigh.
And you still have to squeeze in your jeans
but you're still perfect to me

I just would like to analyse each line, if that's okay. Because I can believe this is off of the new song. And I do really love this verse, even if it turns out not to be true and just a rumor :)

Overall.. it's something I can definitely relate to. In fact, it's like they're singing about me.

First line: YES. Omg, it's literally the worst thing I can listen to. I used to sing in advanced choir in elementary and middle school, and when my parents would record my solos, I would refuse to watch them. I. Sound. Terrible. Hate it so much...

Second line: This is also true. The only scale we have in my house is in my parent's bathroom, where we use it for my siblings. I haven't weighed myself in so long; the only time I step on the scale is when I have annual check-ups at the doctor's. Otherwise, I don't weigh myself at all, much less want to know how much I weigh. I'm never FULLY 100% happy with how much I weigh anyway, I don't think finding the actual number would help at all.

Third line: HAHAHA I absolutely love this line, honestly. Recently actually, my jeans have been looser because I've been forcing myself to work out in addition to swim team, so I think I've lost a few pounds thank goodness. But that doesn't mean I'm down to a size 00. Definitely not - I'm still a big thick around the hips, making it quite hard to shove my lower body into a pair of jeans.

Last line: Awwwww, it's deff cliche enough to be a 1D song ;) But it really ties all these.. accusations? .. together. After stating what we girls hate about ourselves, it IS nice to hear that there really is someone out there who'll love us, with every little flaw we have. Because who knows? Something we hate about ourselves could end up being someone's favorite thing about you.

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And a quick update of what I like to call now..

"What's the Craic?" (lol hollaaaa if you get it.. I'm hilarious.)

- Lou won his charity match game two days ago, if you didn't know already. Congrats! Pictures out are so sweet, the boys looked very proud of him :)
- I found from my sources that 1D were the one of the highest-ranking, richest British stars (though Niall included), but I checked on Google and saw that they were in fact, 5th place in that Top 30 list. Nice boys!
- Apparently, Harry has over 23 tats (geez...) and Zayn has over 17.. but not like we'd know. I believe this though, Harry has a new freaking tattoo like every other day. I bet Zayn and him just draw random tattoos on each other and be all like "OMGZ THIS WUD L00K SO CUTE ON YOU!!1!1!!!" ...seriously.
- EVERYONE thinks that TSwift's new song "Come Back... Be Here" is about that fling Haz and Taylor had awhile back because she mentions London. I honestly don't have an opinion about that, lol...

Will update more frequently, bye guys xx

This Can't Be Happening

What. The. Actual. Fuck.

This isn't right.

APPARANTLY, LIAM AND DANI SPLIT.

I doubt this is true. Like c'mon.

A source told the Daily Mirror newspaper: 'They have split in the last few days because it has been more and more difficult to keep the relationship going with Liam spending more and more time away. He has hardly been able to see Danielle in recent months and the band have a world tour next year so it was only going to get harder. They ended things but Liam hopes they have left on good terms. She was the first real love of his life.'

I'M CALLING BULLSHIT ON THIS ONE. LIKE REALLY. A 'SOURCE'? AND THEY DON'T EVEN USE GOOD VOCABULARY AND GRAMMER IN THIS.

Plus, Daily Mirror isn't a trusted site.

THEN I found this on another website:

A source said: “It was getting impossible to keep it going. They were apart so much and everything that was being said to Danielle on Twitter was getting to her.
"They both still care for each other and will remain friends, but it all just got too much."

This crap is almost making me laugh. I don't believe a word. I just can't believe rumors are so hardcore these days.

The only 'evidence' I could find is that Liam said 'babe' to numerous amount of girls more than usual, but British guys say that ALL THE FREAKING TIME. So that doesn't even count.

There's no weird tweets from Dani either. This definitely cannot be happening.

I won't believe one damn word anyone says unless it's from Liam or Danielle. Period. I refuse to even read anymore sickening articles. I won't even include Payzer pictures in this blog post because it'll just make this more of an issue. I'm just calling out the media on this. Stop with the BS, you're ruining lives.

Sorry I exploded. I just can't stand these people messing with the boys. Sorry for the language too. It's neccessary for me though. Like seriously. CMON PAPZ

There's also those dumb rumors about Zayn and a certain phone call, cheating on Perrie, etc.... again, GET WITH THE PROGRAM. Ugh. I guess I'll address this now. Just gotta get it all outta my system.

Basically, there's this recorded call of Zayn calling these girls to meet him and Harry up in the hotel room.

Honestly, I don't really doubt it's true. But I really don't think Zayn would cheat, especially if Perrie was seen with 1D a few days ago, after this whole thing.

Anyway, it's probably a hook-up for Harry. He's a teenage boy, he could do whatever he wants.

Zayn also used a code name for them, which happened to be their stylist's name Crystabel Riley, I think. I'm not sure... I'm too lazy to look up an article about this. I just know about it from my sources. Plus I heard it on the tape, which is everywhere.

DJ Malik goes on to explain how Harry can't wait, come soon, blah blah blah.

I don't even know anymore. I don't know if I think it's legit. For all we know, since those kinda recordings are iffy, they could've found someone that sounded exactly like Zayn and just recorded it to blow it up on him. Especially since the girls sounded distant and not exactly matching with the quality of Zayn's.

Whatever. Again, I'm not believing anything 'til someone trustworthy confirms.

And it sure as heck not the 'Daily Mirror'. OMG. Pissed me off today.