I'm Already Torn.

Oh. My. Gosh. 2 YEARS! I know I'm a little late in posting, I this all but I hit the back button so it erased everything. But nonetheless, here is my tribute to the boys.

Dear Harry,

Thank you for all your hard work. Thank you for teaching me that being 'fit' and skinny and sexy isn't all that a guy looks for. You are the reason I feel better about being who I am on the outside. Also, now I know that age isn't what keeps two people together, or even matters; it's love. And if you really love them, I shouldn't let other people and their opinions get in the way. Thank you for being who you are, sharing bully experiences so others could learn from it. You inspire me to be myself.

Dear Louis,

Thank you for all your hard work. Thank you for setting an example to us all that being silly and immature and crazy isn't a bad thing, and that it's okay even when we grow up. In addition, you taught me that though being grown up might be something I really want, you made me realize that being young is what keeps the fire inside of us alive. I also now know that dressing the way I want and expressing myself through my clothing is what makes me, me. You show me that I can be comfortable in my own skin.

Dear Liam,

Thank you for all your hard work. Thank you for showing me that success only comes from failure, and that though you may fail, it's always worth another try. You inspire me to also be spontanteous, as changing my style isn't always bad. Thank you for also teaching me that though it can be fun and games, focus and a snap back to reality is needed to get the work done. I now know that being sensitive is okay, and that heartbreak can be a b*tch, but in the end, even if it still hurts, everything will always turn out fine.

Dear Zayn,

Thank you for all your hard work. Thank you for letting me know that I can be shy sometimes, and that I don't have to always be outgoing like everyone says. You also taught me to be more confident and love myself, because I'm the only one who can do me. Thank you for, even though you 'act' like a bad boy, always loving us fans in return. You make me realize that I can and should be a better friend when they need me. I know that I can be happy with my appearance without being so judgemental of my flaws.

Dear Niall,

Thank you for all your hard work. Thank you for letting me realize that in my worst times, I should show them that I'm carefree and happy. I also know that though I love myself, it's okay to have flaws that even I notice. Thank you for making me believe that there will be a guy out there waiting for me, and that I'm his princess. Your love, kindness, personality, and morals help me feel better knowing that if you can be such a great guy, there will be one Niall for me too. Thank you for always staying humble.

Dear One Direction,

Thank you for all your hard work. I know you five have gone through a long journey together, and the media hasn't made it any easier on you. Through the rumors, leaks, jealousy, fan hate, you stuck with each other and never let your fans down. Please know that us fans will always be there for you in return.
Not only did we find 5 great guys who are incredibly hot and talented, you all led us to find family within the fanbase. We may fight and disagree, but we've all come together to form a 1D family, and it's been amazing knowing we have someone to lean on. ...Or 10 million others. Just like you can lean on each other because you know what each one is going through, we can lean on friends we've made because they love you too as WE know what they go through as well.
It's been 2 years, boys. I am so, so proud of you. What you've gone through has not been done before, and even though I don't understand, I can see how this all affects you and the sacrifices you had to make for us fans.
Nevertheless, you still continue to love us and work hard towards another tour, album, and another year just to please your fans. It may be a job, and it could get crappy sometimes with no privacy; it's real easy to mess up from the pressure. Also the fact that your human makes you imperfect. But honestly, your imperfection is what makes you guys perfect. You've all taught me things about myself that I've never explored; made me laugh 'til I've pissed my pants; and showed me that pushing all the hard work, talent, and skill out of us will get us to where we dream.
I've always been told to dream big and to believe in myself. Now with you five as a living example, I finally understand what everyone means. Thank you for working so hard; I know that fame's changed you and shaped you, but I'm thankful you're still the boys on the stairs on the inside. And that's what truely matters to me. 2 years has been a rollercoaster, and I will be forever happy that you all followed your dreams. It's inspired me to follow mine.
From Torn to What Makes You Beautiful to a Brit to a headlining tour to now making a new album... it's not the end, or even the middle. We've just begun.

I love you five so, SO much. I haven't met you yet, but I'm still enjoying dreaming about the day I will. And I promise you, I will. And when I do, I hope to tell you exactly what I've written. Because this post is just one little tiny bit of what I feel for you. Call me emotional, call me sentimental, but I want you boys to know the effect you have on me. Because of you, I'm a new person. I'm more confident, and I've changed the way I see myself to a more positive outlook. You make me feel beautiful.

You did it boys.

Larry Stylinson One Shot

So I read this awhile ago, but never got the chance to share it - so my beautiful 1D friend at school wrote a one-shot, and honestly, it is AMAZING.

It's really touching and hits those soft spots real easy; overall, a very emotional and empowering story.

PLEASE check it out and read it! Even share it :) Oh! And if you have a tumblr, please reblog it! It deserves to be read by people everywhere <3

No, actually, she did NOT ask me to share this with you all. It's all my doing >:)

Caution: Possible trigger for anyone who has suffered/ or is suffering from an eating disorder.

Read the one-shot HERE. Tell me what you think of it! Tweet me @wesupportbeatty or comment below. Thanks, much appreciated!

Changes :)

So yeah, this is a whole new layout and everything for me, and I want it to be kind of similiar to my personal one sooo yeah :)

This is still under rennovation; I might change the layout, add pictures, etc. So watch out for that!

And yes, I will be (hopefully) updating both blogs!

Catching The Fame Bug

I don't care how much crap I'd get for saying this, but I honestly feel like 1D has changed.

Don't deny it please - I mean, c'mon. Are they the exact same guys sitting on those steps in 2010? No.

Still don't believe me? Think of yourself 2 years ago. Were you the same person? No. And us normal people aren't even famous.

So yes, I believe the theory that our boys have changed. I still haven't personally decided if it's good or bad, but I know they're DIFFERENT.

It makes me sad, but it's life, right? It's also fame that takes most of the blame. Now I'm not saying that fame totally took them over and made them people they aren't.

And don't think I'm smashing the guys about this. It's totally not their fault! And again, the change isn't neccessarily bad. I just think they're alot different.

Take Niall for instance. He's so into snapbacks and tank tops. And now fans who thought Niall didn't even deserve to be in 1D are totally like "OMGZZ NIALLR UR SO HAWTTT NOW!" Female dog, please. Niall was hot with his Irish teeth and 5'5'' height.

But now, I feel like he had to change so that people would like him more, and accept him more into 1D. In my eyes he didn't have to do that.

None of the boys do.

2 - Harry. He had a perfectly fine body before, and now, he's literally working his butt off all the time because some people ridiculed (sp?) him for being 'fat'. Like c'mon. Seriously?

It makes it even MORE sad that the part of fame that changed them is the 'fans' that judged them on who they are and their appearances. That is, I believe, what caused them to change. The pressure from fans.

Because they know not to listen to the haters. SO who's voice carries into their heads? What their fans say. And it actually isn't fair because of the fact that they want to make us fans happy. They want us to love them completely. So what do they do? Change.

I don't know. Maybe it's just me. But in my head, it really is such a shame.

Paps and Publicity

Seven-Stone Weakling my ass. That's what Niall was called about 14 hours ago by several websites while reporting him flirting with this one chick.

So, okay, I'm not so happy about the girl thing, but once I got over that, I just thought about how HORRIBLE the headline was. Milk bottle complexion?! What? Niall is NOT fat, nor is his pale skin something worth pointing out. It doesn't make any sense to me.

Read the article here. I just think that it's obsurd.

Going on to the girl subject... I feel like Niall's a victim of public news recently. Especially on his love life and whatnot.

Yeah, it kinda irked me. But I mean, if you're Niall freaking Horan, it's understandable that girls will be hanging around him 24/7. I can't judge the girl much right now just because I don't even know her name. Or anything about her, for that matter. It was bad publicity though, to be seen with Niall like that. The way girls are put out there, especially when they're dating/seen with 1D, have been terrible. As a fan, it makes me pissed the way they were 'introduced' to the world.

Like the article I put the link to, they also make little captions that definitely throw off the readers. Did you see the one with the girl facing Niall? Definitely looks like they're kissing. But hey, do we know that for sure? No we don't. Maybe that's just the fan inside me saying that, but how hard could it be to just assume and write that? They don't know the story. So they better check their facts first. Because I highly doubt they did.

I understand that I myself would want to keep up with his antics and girl situations. The story sells. But when they start sneaking in offensive things about Niall, it's getting to the point where it focuses on his 'flaws' too.

As a hardcore fan, I don't see the flaws. All I see is the personality and good looks and talent. As a person, I see flaws. But everyone has them, right? So what if he's pale? People don't even know the reason that he's pale is because he's Irish. They actually burn, not so much tan well. Did you know that?! No. Because people are just so quick to judge.

Oh, so you think he's fat? Niall Horan eats alot, so obviously he is heavy. No. Another assumption right there. Seven stone weakling? Really? Well, did you know his metabolism is very high, so actually, he can't gain weight easily? Even building muscle for him is a challenge.

My point is, I'm just sick and tired of all this hidden offensiveness in the headlines these days. I'm in defense not only for Niall, not only for One Direction. This is happening way more often nowadays to most celebrities in the spotlight. And I think it simply just has to stop.


*Edit*

OMG AND I JUST SAW THIS PIC:

Argh. What I hate about this picture is how that girl is SMILING at the paps. Like she knows this will stir up the news. And cause World War III. Which it did. At least in my head.

Omg. What a flirt. Ugh. GET YO' HANDS OFF HIM. Not just cuz I'm jealous, but REALLY?! Omg Niall totally looks oblivious. Wait no scratch that. He deffo knows. He loves girls all up on him. :'( My baby is growing up. THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME. Brb dying/crying/hating myself/more crying.

Hazza

Okay, so there's been alot of drama circling Harry recently because of a new tattoo he got. Sooooo I took it to the blog and decided to rant about it, like always! :)

First off, people didn't even believe he got a tattoo until there was a picture. Until they got evidence. Not going to elaborate much on this point, but I can say that it was quite a big deal since nobody knew what to believe. After all, nowadays, believing is seeing.

Secondly, people thought the lyrics were wrong. HA, like no. I know this song personally already, so I knew straight off the bat they were right. Only the people who pretend they know the artist or song by heart or something think they're wrong. Those people annoy me. Seriously, please stop acting fake. Like, jumping on the bandwagon much? It can get quite obvious if you know them REALLY or not. Listen to the song - Sweet Desposition. THEY ARE RIGHT. Plus, even if you're not interested, listen to the song, it's freaking great. Too bad it's gonna get all famous now because of Harry, but oh well. :)

Last, WHO FREAKING CARES IF HE GOT A TATTOO. When I logged onto twitter, everyone was like "OMG BBY HAZZA Y U GET A TAT UR RECKIN UR GAWGUS SKIN STOP GETTIN TATS"

Please. For the greater good of our generation. Stop. It's his choice if he wants to get a third tattoo. It's nobody's decision but his. If there were a reason he wouldn't do something, I think the only thing that would stop him is his mom. Like, sometimes, there are some things that management can't control. ALSO, it must mean something to him, comparing it to his other tats and their meanings. So leave him be.


Here is the tattoo, if you haven't seen it.. well.. two of the three he has haha:

Nouis

Okay. Call me whatever you want, but I am in LOVE with Nouis. I ship the rest of the bromances in One Direction, but Nouis just gets to me. Why? Because for awhile, my friends and I, and even others on the internet, have sensed a... tension... between them.

YES, we know we do not 'KNOW' them, but just from the behavior with each other on camera already does not suggest a strong relationship.

So, seeing these (yes, 5-day-old) pictures just makes me SO happy inside, like OMG. I'm formally writing right now, but give me 30 seconds to fan girl...

AHHHHH LOOK AT THEM!! THEY'RE SO CUUUUTE AND LOUIS SEEMS LIKE HE ACTUALLY LIKES NIALL!! MAYBE THEY'RE REALLY BEST FRIENDS LIKE MORE THAN LOUIS AND HARRY BUT THEY NEED TO COVER IT UP BECAUSE REALLY, THEY'RE SUPER CLOSE AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER AND AHHHHHHHHHH I HOPE THEY STAY BEST FRIENDS LIKE THIS BECAUSE I THOUGHT LOUIS DIDN'T LIKE NIALL BECAUSE HE ANNOYS HIM BECAUSE NIALL IS PROBABLY ANNOYING SOMETIMES. BUT THESE PICTURES ARE SO REAL AND OBVIOUSLY THEY'RE KIDDING AROUND AND IT DOESNT LOOK AWKWARD SO THAT MEANS THEY PROBABLY JOKE WITH EACH OTHER WHEN THEY AREN'T IN FRONT OF A CAMERA OR PAPZ SO OBVIOUSLY THEY'RE LIKE BESSSST FRIENDS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH OMG NOUIS I SHIP YOU!!!!

Alright. I'm done. :) Enjoy all these NOUIS pictures and gifs I fell in love with. Yes, they are all I'm looking at right now.

this one is just kinda funny ^ hahahhaha

SEE! IN THE REALLLLLLY CUTE PICTURES (see the photo below for more) HARRY IS RIGHT NEXT TO LOUIS, YET LOUIS CHOOSES TO TAKE THESE ADORABLE PHOTOS WITH NIALL. OH YES.

this is probably one of my favorite gifs of them ever! ^

D'AWWWWWW^

Don't know if that quote is 100% legit, but if it is.... ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOP KILL ME, THAT IS THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVERRRRR. But if it isn't real... the picture of them is already freaking cute as it is so... :)